
Last week, I saw many people writing about their game addiction. I was attracted by those posts as it is very interesting to read about others' gaming experiences and anecdotes. Thus, I decide to share my long-lasting game addiction.

When I was around age 12 or 13, I was introduced to a game called Football Manager. In this game, you are the manager of the soccer club. You can buy/sell players, select players for the line-up, adopt different tactics, upgrade facilities and hire coaches. It is not like the popular Winning Eleven or FIFA. You don't control players and play in the match. Instead, you substitute players, change formation and command your team like what the manager acts in real life. So this game is the same as people build their amusement park in Roller Coaster, form a society in Sims. It is about building a dream team that can win titles and glories. You should try it if you are a fan of soccer.
Back in those days, I used to play soccer with my friends weekly mostly after school. Sometimes, I went to my friend's house, which was near my school, after playing soccer. He would show me the games he was playing and share the games with me. Of course, he conspired to make me compelled to the games, such that he had someone to discuss with. This is what a good friend would do! I don't quite remember whether Football Manager was the first game that he recommended. But, it was those early games that he urged me to play.
If you number your fingers, you can count how many years I have been playing Football Manager. The first version of the game is called CM01/02. And the latest version is called FM 2011. In fact, this game has been my major entertainment in my adolescence and young adult (now). Merely the number of years I have been playing this game is not a comprehensive of my obsession. I still remembered those days, the first thing I would do after I went home was to boot my computer. Then I started to manage my teams as if this was my real job. I would play the game while I was watching TV. I would play the game while I was doing my homework. In case you are curious, it is a click and process game. So I could do my homework while waiting for the game to process. Occasionally, I identify myself more of a full-time soccer manager than a full-time student. I am not exaggerating. When I look back a few times, I always find that I consume too much time on it. For example, I am playing FM2010, the time I have spent on the game is 150 days real-life time, not including the time that I exit and restart the match, which I do it quite often.
I have tried a few times to "cold turkey" this game as it is going to ruin my life. It ruins at some degree already. I am now forced to be in a "cold turkey" mode for this game because the game cannot run with parsing xml errors. The good news is that I don't vision myself playing this game anymore as I believe there are more challenges in real life, which will be far more exciting than this simulation game.
